another week has gone by in school, and i spent today getting the rest i needed a long time ago haha
tuesdays are crazy because i go straight from school to cross country to band, so i have to pack my lunch, dinner, xc stuff, and band stuff all the night before. it’s madness, and i’m always burned out on that day. but it was fun, because during band i decided to be hyper and i was all excited about doing this GE thing. like bouncing around dancing excited. you know, i’ve learned that the happier you seem, the more people will want to be around you…..so i was a pretty popular person that night 🙂
also i have a new crush(es). there’s MC, who i am actually getting burned by cuz he was showing interest a while ago and then just started barring me this week (like, talking to him so we could walk together and he just yells to his friend ‘hey wait up!’ and walks away….so its almost gone cuz of that jerk move). there’s WB who’s in band and is really good, and he talks to me and is pretty nice. There’s YO who’s a freshman from spain and in my spanish class and he’s…mmmmm. there’s JL who’s also a freshman and has a girlfriend but he looks exactly like taylor laughtner…….hot. hothothothot and he’s chinese, but doesn’t look it one bit….he swims. he’s friends with AD’s brother….
actually, all of them i just want to be friends with. like best guy friend…..it’s hard to tell between crush and friends..
wednesday i had piano so it was more late-night madness trying to study for my AP world test and whatnot, but at least piano went better that it has been. its so stressful….
thursday had band again, i sweat my butt off it was so hot. i wore a reallllllly revealing shirt that i did not realize….it was not low cut in the front or anything but the sides were pretty low and you cold see everything….which is what happens when you are so tired like i am.
i’ve been struggling to keep myself awake in class and i sleep whenever possible and also involuntarily….my chem teacher sent me on a walk outside to ‘get the juices flowing’ and my world teacher was like ‘back from the dead, finally?’. its ridiculous…. i need more sleep.
friday was crazy again: school to XC to the football game for band, then out to in-N-out with some band friends and finally home around 11….slept at 1 that day.
EMC started talking to me again, like ‘omg i never see you!’ i went along with it, and part of me is happy we are talking and friendly again, but i don’t think i can ever trust her and be close like before.
bro E left for college yesterday. we took tons of pictures and i was late for school…i haven’t talked to him, but i heard his roommate is a total slob and snores loudly at night. hahahahahhahaha it sucks.
honestly, i don’t miss him yet because his school is so close, and he was never really home that much anyway. i feel guilty saying that though.
laoye’s second round of chemo started….he’s starting to feel nauseous. i made him asparagus today to cheer him up. i also made olive oil rosemary and cinnamon honey almonds, but he can’t eat hard things because he has sores in his mouth.
wen to an oktoberfest today and ate a ton of meat that made me feel sick.
in chem, two of the 5 people at my table have switched out. we have an awkwardly empty table.