It’s just that WB’s moved on, KD’s moved on, JL sometimes just is nice out of niceness, BT’s much closer with other people, and I don’t even know if there’s a single person who would say he or she is my best friend.
I guess BT opened up yesterday with our first actual conversation and KD and I talked at midnight because he had a sucky night and yeah I know I have friends but I crave closeness, you know? Consistency.
I don’t have consistency. People come and go with the weeks.