another note on js

I should write that we’ve kept up a sporadic texting dialogue over the past few weeks.

it doesn’t feel natural, but I think that’s mostly my fault. why do I keep seeing him? because I see who he is around everyone else. and I want that. and I think I can have that, if I just let myself go. but it’ll just be that much more difficult, because I’ve put up that wall between us from the very start.

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