it’s been a while since I’ve been truly bothered

but here I am! MH and I have been weird this semester — shifting friend groups and different schedules, maybe. But also silence that is more deliberate omission than secret.  Experiences matter to me, and otherwise there must be words. We have neither, really, although we do have the odd gesture of care — But […]

a video of HJ

I didn’t think much of it in the moment. I’d spent the afternoon reeling in two distinct housing crises as he watched and offered sympathies. We were about to leave; he’d just finished changing. This is the video: it opens up sideways. It fumbles until it’s right side up, trained on HJ, still a little […]