10/18/18

it’s happening again — I feel like I’m losing people and I’m desperately sad but it’s so hard to tell whether I’m making this up — it’s winter, it’s cold, I didn’t use my new sunlamp this morning, whatever — or whether it’s true, really true, and I’m just not a person that anyone needs to keep around for very long. I didn’t realize it was this easy to be a passing figure, this hard to be anything else

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