way too much reflection on js

a casual interaction, a happenstance, we’re in the same place at the same time and we end up sitting together and it’s nice, I suppose. and I’m trying to wrap my head around how I feel right now, and I think, if I am being honest with myself, I am sad. I am quiet andContinue reading “way too much reflection on js”

JS (I guess so)

Well, we had that date, which went so smoothly and well I was amazed at how much I enjoyed his company and yet how easy it was. We cooked, so very chill and low-key, but so right. And how much we had in common! Film, coincidentally. Somehow, aligning music tastes – he introduced me toContinue reading “JS (I guess so)”

so I went to a party

somewhat reluctantly, but I wanted to get drunk and feel social. So I went. Humidity seeping into our pores; sweat dripping off our chins as flirted and twirled. Drinking games and balls in cups and the first waves of that lovely tipsy glow. Careless dancing, careless hugs and careless conversations about things more than nothing¬†withContinue reading “so I went to a party”

The Lowdown on WH

WH acknowledged, at the last minute before going separate ways for the night, and in one apologetic sentence, that he’s been pulling away. I acknowledged that I had noticed. And then I went inside, shutting off discussion. My thoughts on this: We got very close, very quickly at the beginning of last semester. Feelings gotContinue reading “The Lowdown on WH”

Transplanted JKm

The awkward airport as I go for the kiss and he goes for the hug. I care for you so, so much, and I want you to be happy. Me on top. Kisses from his forehead, down his nose, on each closed eye, and finally to the lips. Playing with his ear in the car,Continue reading “Transplanted JKm”

Saying Goodbye to JKm

Finals are over, the dorm is packed, and I leave via public transportation (fingers crossed I end up in the right state) in two hours. The last few days have been amazing. I’m reminded how I need to take time to truly relax – it’s just been quality time. Listening to a symphony with WH.Continue reading “Saying Goodbye to JKm”