sometimes when I want to write poetry when I feel like I should be able to write poetry I can’t and in a way, that’s analogous to saying: sometimes I don’t feel things when I think I should and I wonder if it’s the alcohol or the good day or the good people, or maybeContinue reading “03/27/18, 6:31pm”
Had an objectively awesome day today, with plenty of introvert time with an interesting book that I’m proud to read, and plenty of stupid fun group time, and a satisfying heart to heart, and alone singing time with more reading. And then I decided to look at Snapchat stories, and browse Facebook, and stalk friendsContinue reading “Simple ways to be happy and sad”
Just a particularly good day. A pleasant surprise of a late start for school. So, delicious breakfast of squash and some Jane Eyre, as well as a solid page or so of the concerto. Just tons of energy at school, with people and whatnot. Greeting and jabbering to everyone; I couldn’t help it. JL gaveContinue reading “Arbitrary Good Day”
My dad’s leaving today – I didn’t think I would care, really. For as long as I can remember, I was absolutely stoked about this. And I still am, really. I’m so happy that he’s finally going to be happy. That, I cannot express enough. But it feels so odd. It’s not like the lastContinue reading “Bye, Dad”
No, I’m not suicidal right now. But I was a bit down yesterday – feeling like I had no friends, no reason really. I needed this. And today was so great. Sadness is temporary.
“When we understand what someone says, it’s always at least partly a hallucination,” says Mark Liberman, a linguist at the University of Pennsylvania,
Yesterday, I woke up at 9. I did a 2 hour history assignment in 4 hours. I messed with my music and organized my iTunes. I read some of my Schubert book. I practiced for one hour and got absolutely nothing done, and then I took 4 hours to make a raw carrot cake forContinue reading “Family and Smiles”
got up. couldnt stop coughing. its getting worse. i had a great outfit planned: a loose tuxedo jacket, a sheer-ish slip-type tank, and jeans and flats. but i put it on, and i just again didn’t feel like effort. i ended up in an oversized beatles tee shirt and a zip-front hoodie. sneakers. jeans. realContinue reading “well, crush v said hi”