02/24/17, 4:17pm

13 reasons why: the author said that he left out modern technology, and had the characters acknowledge the outdatedness of old technology present. I think this instilled in me a need to be timeless; I never wanted to regret something I did. At the same time, a part of me felt the need to beContinue reading “02/24/17, 4:17pm”

07/21/17, 11:24pm

You’re over JKm. Really. And so you’re not sure why this memory popped up, in the suicidal freefall of the downhill bike ride — Was it the night you broke up? No — it was before that, you’re sure. You don’t remember what came before, but he looked at you and said, I’m a complicatedContinue reading “07/21/17, 11:24pm”

05/21/17 9:59am, on the plane from DC to Beijing

You’ve somehow made it to the last song of Blonde and this is your Breakup with JKm album and you’re thinking a little about that, but you realize it was kind of good because you realized that right before you put it on you hadn’t thought about him at all for a long time. HeContinue reading “05/21/17 9:59am, on the plane from DC to Beijing”

that conversation

Why are you smiling like that? Oh, just every time you look up at me it’s hilarious. But you also just smile when your eyes are closed. You smile in your sleep. Well, with my freshman year crush next to me, how could I not? Wait, what? I was your freshman year crush? Oh, yeah. Wow. Yeah.Continue reading “that conversation”

my dating life, sputtering, creaking, groaning into a slight movement

Last week, lying on the grass outside my dorm, letting my thoughts wander: Thinking of my bleak love life. Thinking of the people I turned down all last year. Thinking that somehow, when I was finally single, there was no one left who was interested in me. Thinking I suppose I’ll direct all my energy intoContinue reading “my dating life, sputtering, creaking, groaning into a slight movement”

tldr; music is 3d

currently: music sounds really, really good still; lights have a larger glow than normal, and things pulsate gently if I really focus on them a (not so) quick rundown of today: an odd feeling of a need to stretch in the chest, a slight dizziness the bathroom lock pulsating, then the ceiling pulsating, then theContinue reading “tldr; music is 3d”