a note on what attracts me to people

romantically: people who are remarkable in an above-it-all, chill, easy, intellectual way. I think that’s actually really fucking accurate. an ease, a brain, and, more rationally, a kindness. more generally: people who I perceive to be remarkable in some way; any way really. I think the intellectual and the kindness still apply, and then anContinue reading “a note on what attracts me to people”

a note on HJ

I think plenty of people who have an impression on me pass through my life without my writing about it on here. I thought I’d catch one of those in my net today — HJ is an awesome dude who I’ve always wanted to get to know better, and at the beginning on this semester,Continue reading “a note on HJ”

post talk to js, what I should say to js:

I am making the decision to not be friends with you and that is because I know that, to me, friendships are about two specific people and choosing that person and continually demonstrating that you indeed care for that person and although I now know you are different because you’ve told me so very openly,Continue reading “post talk to js, what I should say to js:”

putting two and two together

and this should absolutely be the last post I make obsessing over this, although it will probably not be. let’s see: I’ve been ignoring the signs because I wanted him to like my personality, and I wanted to believe that someone like him could be interested in someone like me. but really, it’s honestly prettyContinue reading “putting two and two together”

way too much reflection on js

a casual interaction, a happenstance, we’re in the same place at the same time and we end up sitting together and it’s nice, I suppose. and I’m trying to wrap my head around how I feel right now, and I think, if I am being honest with myself, I am sad. I am quiet andContinue reading “way too much reflection on js”