where have I been?

You’ve been extremely good, a little lonely, content with your friends, feeling alienated from close friends, feeling alienated from fading friends, feeling like a second-class friend, suddenly ready to cut people out, exceedingly comfortable with the people you love, willing to reach out to people you’ve looked over, unsure if this was out of desperation,Continue reading “where have I been?”

On my social life

Now, by the look of my recent-ish posts, one might think that I’ve become skilled in social interactions. I haven’t. I really haven’t. I spent the entire week recording myself on the piano for audition tapes, writing essays, and procrastinating. My only interactions were a random run on Saturday with MH and MB, a hikeContinue reading “On my social life”

2014 Music Camp – MB

MB…. She was so odd. In some ways, she reminds me of…me. Insecure, with an overbearing [and embarrassing], extroverted asian mother with little knowledge of American social customs. The first day, her mom wanted to take a picture of her, and she went “Omigod hide me,” and pulled us in to literally hide her. WeContinue reading “2014 Music Camp – MB”

2014 Music Camp #17: 7/32

Well, I’m home. But rewind. We met for breakfast, with RH added. Went back to pack. Goodbye to KL. Pack – pictures – (AC’s mom brought her camera). MF didn’t want to be in them for whatever reason. I really wanted a picture with him and me, but for some reason I didn’t…I was scaredContinue reading “2014 Music Camp #17: 7/32”

2014 Music Camp #16: 7/30

We agreed to sleep in and skip breakfast, but I went anyway. NO ONE was practicing – MF came around 9 and busted in – as usual. We tried for the smoothie place, but they were closed. I made a snap chat. We went to a lot of concerts – AC’s, RH’s. Lunch, then weContinue reading “2014 Music Camp #16: 7/30”

2014 Music Camp #16: 7/30

We agreed to sleep in and skip breakfast, but I went anyway. NO ONE was practicing – MF came around 9 and busted in – as usual. We tried for the smoothie place, but they were closed. I made a snap chat. We went to a lot of concerts – AC’s, RH’s. Lunch, then weContinue reading “2014 Music Camp #16: 7/30”

2014 Music Camp #14: 7/28

On my period…yeah. MF took a nap from breakfast to lunch – I really should have, too, because I got nothing done. Chamber coaching went well. MB was down again, but I texted her that MF missed her, and she joined us for lunch – hah. We talked a lot after lunch (which was fun),Continue reading “2014 Music Camp #14: 7/28”

2014 Music Camp #13: 7/27

MB was acting odd – she refused to get up for breakfast, and she avoided us all day. My determination to practice was beat by my love for talking to MF and RH – we took an hour long break. Oh dear. Although, today, RH kind of joined our little group. Lesson, masterclass (goodness thatContinue reading “2014 Music Camp #13: 7/27”