way too much

this is gonna be a long one. once again, i’ve let an insane amount of time go by since my lost post. sorry, future me, but you won’t get a journal of what i’m feeling AT THAT MOMENT, but you WILL at least get a view of my reflections…. alright. break came and went wayContinue reading “way too much”

band festival, deep thoughts and nightmares (3/8 – 3/10)

thursday nothing really happened. 1 was fun with friend PS. 3 was boring. 5 was boring. in track we started a new team warmup, instead of each squad or separate event warm up. it took like an hour to set up, I’m next to no friends, and it doesn’t even warm you up sufficiently. thenContinue reading “band festival, deep thoughts and nightmares (3/8 – 3/10)”

pleasant 1-3-5

got up did half my mini workout and was sore. not good. this is what i get for ditching it for 4 days straight. i was so tired and just out of it i didn’t bother to try. i fingered brush my hair (although apparently it looked GOOD today???…..) and threw on my go-to outfit:Continue reading “pleasant 1-3-5”

Day 3 of debate

So, as you know, i had a raging awful fever. so i turned off my alarm. there was no way i was getting up at 5:30 to slice bagels with a fever. screw that, so i went at 11:15. yeah i slept in till 10:30. that NEVER HAPPENS TO ME. so i went, talked toContinue reading “Day 3 of debate”