Feeling alone

I guess the sucky part of having an official boyfriend is the expectations. I was sick last night, and miserable, on the biggest party weekend of the year. He’d volunteered to stay in with me. I’d half-heartedly fought against it, and happily accepted. But on his part, his shows were superficial. He invited to hisContinue reading “Feeling alone”

KD Surprise 2.0

So I woke up today with a sore throat, a runny nose, dry eyes, and an achey body. Wonderfulll. That meant I had to ditch my morning swim plans for a walk. So I took a long barefoot walk, in which I listened to Mahler’s 2nd (Resurrection) in its entirety and all but the lastContinue reading “KD Surprise 2.0”

track tryouts, music revelations

president’s day weekend was just a blur of piano. tuesday came. i felt pretty energized until friday, but hey, i’m on my period. it’s pretty impressive that i felt weirdly good on tuesday and wednesday… thus day just got bad, though. a slight cough on wednesday turned into bronchitis on thursday, and i now haveContinue reading “track tryouts, music revelations”

SO MUCH school and friends

so it’s been like a month since i posted…. i got back from china a while ago, and i’ve grown really close with everyone and i miss them to death. band camp went by in a blur and i got off my snobby high horse thinking i was way too cool for everyone in bandContinue reading “SO MUCH school and friends”

del mar fair!

so today i got up nice and early and went to my school’s cross country meeting! i’ve been debating for a while on whether i should join it or not, and i’ve decided i will. it started out just as a way to keep in shape (and it still is), but now i think it’sContinue reading “del mar fair!”

busy busy studying

arg so the ISEE is this saturday. i studied a ton anywhooooo rewind. on friday, piano went pretty good even though i barely practiced. went to costco and bought this huge thing of mozzarella cheese, and so I’ve been pigging out on these ‘pizza’ things with marinara sauce and flat wraps. so good. didn’t goContinue reading “busy busy studying”

a happy christmas

well the day started out fine. i got up nice and late, ate granola, berries, and almond milk ( yum). got on the mac and downloaded like 40 songs haha. i get sort of carried away. then we started cleaning and stuff for the little get-together we had tonight. i sliced a ton of potatoesContinue reading “a happy christmas”

well, crush v said hi

got up. couldnt stop coughing. its getting worse. i had a great outfit planned: a loose tuxedo jacket, a sheer-ish slip-type tank, and jeans and flats. but i put it on, and i just again didn’t feel like effort. i ended up in an oversized beatles tee shirt and a zip-front hoodie. sneakers. jeans. realContinue reading “well, crush v said hi”

fine 1-3-5

got up, got through half my workout before i was discovered by my mom. took advantage of the rainy weather to finally wear my fabulous burberry knock-off scarf from europe and my blazer and boots. 🙂 ate oatmeal and berries yumyum and off to school i went! got to 1st, talked and passed hilarious notesContinue reading “fine 1-3-5”