where have I been?

You’ve been extremely good, a little lonely, content with your friends, feeling alienated from close friends, feeling alienated from fading friends, feeling like a second-class friend, suddenly ready to cut people out, exceedingly comfortable with the people you love, willing to reach out to people you’ve looked over, unsure if this was out of desperation,Continue reading “where have I been?”

journal #5 12/29/16

12/29/16, 10:18pm, k—‘s guest house in l—– headed out today from JH’s apartment at U—/ and made our way to l–//, where we knew we would be staying at k—‘s. we had a pleasantly slow start to the day, planning to leave at 9:30am but really heading out at 10:30 after a solid breakfast ofContinue reading “journal #5 12/29/16”

Lunches Alone

So, I’ve been at a low point lately because even though my social life is more active than ever, I don’t feel like I have real friends. SS the other day. It was lunchtime, and I had no plans. I took a leap of vulnerability and implied/asked to hang out with her. She obviously gotContinue reading “Lunches Alone”

band, 5k beach, chill

so thats how my weekend has basically gone. friday afternoon the band was shipped off to our city’s baseball game, and we got to play the star spangled banner! that was pretty fun. i got to see some of the band people i’d like to get to know better. i was hanging out with someContinue reading “band, 5k beach, chill”

mothers day and good week (5/14 – 5/17)

it was a great mothers day! i got up early and made this pear cake thing that tasted great, then i made my ┬ámom an acai bowl (and i geniusly added peanut butter to the smoothie to simulate the peanut-y granola) and banana-cinnamon-spiced oatmeal for my grandparents! then we went to church and i helpedContinue reading “mothers day and good week (5/14 – 5/17)”

beachy days (5/8 – 5/13)

it feels like summer. i had the most amazing week i have had in forever. i think it was because i slept a lot. being rested makes you feel amazing. like, its a circle. you feel more energetic, so you are happier, and you attract more people towards you, you get more done, and thenContinue reading “beachy days (5/8 – 5/13)”