where have I been?

You’ve been extremely good, a little lonely, content with your friends, feeling alienated from close friends, feeling alienated from fading friends, feeling like a second-class friend, suddenly ready to cut people out, exceedingly comfortable with the people you love, willing to reach out to people you’ve looked over, unsure if this was out of desperation,Continue reading “where have I been?”

tldr; music is 3d

currently: music sounds really, really good still; lights have a larger glow than normal, and things pulsate gently if I really focus on them a (not so) quick rundown of today: an odd feeling of a need to stretch in the chest, a slight dizziness the bathroom lock pulsating, then the ceiling pulsating, then theContinue reading “tldr; music is 3d”

summer continues and my bday party

on friday i went for a light run, then met up with my friend MB for a ballet barre class. with a name like that, you would think it would be an actual ballet class, right? not right. it was this weird workout thing with like 10 middle aged ladies…..ahhahaha. i though it was theContinue reading “summer continues and my bday party”